Decided to be a responsible adult and go to bed early at 11. The result was half sleep at best. This is how it goes for me. I screw up my sleep cycle so much that when it comes time for me to actually sleep I can't do it. As it were, I decided to be up early anyway today to get some stuff done. So when my set alarm went off at five I stayed on schedule and conceded defeat at the same time. What is probably going to happen is I will crash out sometime mid afternoon after in which I will actually sleep.
Ah life, oh how it is grand.
Until next time, fly high and fly well.
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
My 24th Birthday and back to blogging.
Hello again all seven of my fans!
I have been away for a while for a multitude of reasons but now I am back with a vengenace! Or at least for two weeks before I disappear again.
Yesterday was my 24th birthday and god did I feel old. Thankfully, I don't look it. Still young at heart in a sense. It was a sobering b-day to be sure though; just the idea of time slipping away overall. Within a few years, society will expect me to have a family of my own, have kids and that scares the hell out of me. Hell plenty of people I know already are married and have kids if not on the road to it within the next few months.
I mean that is what I want eventually but the thought of that now, or even in the next two years or so terrifies me. There is still so much I want/need to do and the ideals of responsibilities continue to conflict with that.
Not much to tell on the job front. Still struggling. Stuff that does come up, something is always wrong. They're only taking applications online. Somebody already got the job. They don't call back. That person I heard about the job from was wrong; they are not hiring. And it is hard to get excited about things like "filling up fire extinguishers" as one potential job offer was about. Why the hell did I go to college if this is all the world can offer me?
Sorry, little bit of a rant. But still I stand by it. I'm not the only one too. My pals are going through the same deal (well most of them). One is even faced with the last option prospect of the National Guard. Hope it doesn't come to that for me.
Who knows what the next months will bring. Hopefully, all of it will be good.
Until next time fly high and fly well.
I have been away for a while for a multitude of reasons but now I am back with a vengenace! Or at least for two weeks before I disappear again.
Yesterday was my 24th birthday and god did I feel old. Thankfully, I don't look it. Still young at heart in a sense. It was a sobering b-day to be sure though; just the idea of time slipping away overall. Within a few years, society will expect me to have a family of my own, have kids and that scares the hell out of me. Hell plenty of people I know already are married and have kids if not on the road to it within the next few months.
I mean that is what I want eventually but the thought of that now, or even in the next two years or so terrifies me. There is still so much I want/need to do and the ideals of responsibilities continue to conflict with that.
Not much to tell on the job front. Still struggling. Stuff that does come up, something is always wrong. They're only taking applications online. Somebody already got the job. They don't call back. That person I heard about the job from was wrong; they are not hiring. And it is hard to get excited about things like "filling up fire extinguishers" as one potential job offer was about. Why the hell did I go to college if this is all the world can offer me?
Sorry, little bit of a rant. But still I stand by it. I'm not the only one too. My pals are going through the same deal (well most of them). One is even faced with the last option prospect of the National Guard. Hope it doesn't come to that for me.
Who knows what the next months will bring. Hopefully, all of it will be good.
Until next time fly high and fly well.
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